| Friday |
| it's not that time of the month. |
i've been particularly narky these few days. you know those times when everything just seems misplaced, when things aren't the way they're supposed to be and there doesn't seem to be a reason why? or maybe there is a very justifiable magical reason that unties all the knots, but you choose not to tell. or maybe you do, but who to?
narky. i blame it on clinics. easiest thing to blame; dead, deaf and insensitive, unlike humans who can feel, hear and be hurt. first week back into the swing of things working in a hospital, and god save me, i'm so over it. i'm over the early mornings, late nights; the need to constantly be on a watch out for questions flying your way from critical supervisors; of talking to patients who don't respond or respond inappropriately, which is of course by no means their fault; of being all alone and not having a shoulder to lean on or be heard. all in all, i'm well and truly over it and i want to scream.
the lid is closed as the liquid boils,
pressure rises, higher and higher,
it needs to be let out, soon,
a gush of steam escapes from an opening,
letting out an ear-piercing whistle,
stillness.
maybe it's just a matter of letting it all out whenever an ear is on offer. but so far, none awaits. |
posted by sciurine @ 11:12 PM   |
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i think you're the one who bottles things up, not me. let loose and scream!!!!!
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yeah, fine you're right. you probably knew that ages ago, and unfortunately, nothing's changed.
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i think you're the one who bottles things up, not me. let loose and scream!!!!!