| Sunday |
| memories and thoughts |
Thoughts and memories each one of us carry with us and build upon through life shape the way we are. Nobody will ever have the same thought or memory, even if you had been through an experience together, recollections will always be unique. Scientists believe that without memory, we die. But i believe, for some of us, without memories, our lives would in fact, be better. I know it sounds so-god-damn bleak, but if i get a choice, i would selectively erase a lot of crap from my long term storage, even if i had to give-up a good memory with every bad memory i choose to delete. That may mean that i have so many good memories i can afford to live just as well without some; but it may also mean i am desperate in ridding the bad ones. Maybe the next major science breakthrough can be the invention of selective brainwashing.
Memories can bring you joy and happiness, but similarly, it can eat you up inside, making you feel small and insignificant. For every great moment you spend with someone, you seem to be able to link it to a bad memory. Just like waves in the ocean, seemingly never-ending memories continue to flood in, one after one. When you think of one thing, another thing comes to mind, then another, and soon, you realise you're tossing and turning in bed in the early hours of the morning struggling to switch off the mind and allow your tiresome body replenishing time with precious sleep. That describes the situation i am in now. And i hate every moment of it.
I can type more of my thoughts up, but i wonder how much of myself i am willing to reveal online. Perhaps some other time when my neck's not hurting and when i'm slightly more awake. Thanks for listening. |
posted by sciurine @ 2:20 AM   |
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Thoughts, ...flowing slowly and gracefully, ...awakening the senses, ...keeping you up in the night, I sometimes wonder why people write. To express? To reflect? To be heard? I write, to free myself from a world of thoughts.
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